remembering Incubus

Today I feel like remembering... I was looking through my older pictues and found the Incubus concert ones! haha I love Incubus love them love them...very talented band...

Funny thing, I ended up going with people I didn't even plan to, but it turned out great!

Not everyone came out on the pixs though... :( But Elias went Dan's brother and some of their friends along with Alma and Omar.... Because it was such a last minute thing for some we didn't all 'sit' together.

Eli wore his nacho libre mask... God! and he even found a special place for the mask to lay while we drove back home!

that day was crazy! Daniel didn't have a car I had to drive up to L.A btw TRAFFIC on the 5 like always! Elias come along, those guys talk and talk and talk way to much but they are hilarious haha well all the way down to Irvine back up to L.A then Omar made me drive to Downey and drop him off then back home to Bell....

Tuza with his caca face! btw this guys sings awesome!

The concert was great! they sang circles...stellar... drive... I wish you were here....love hurts...dig.... of course anna moley... so many great songs, but no warning! Argggggggg

No beer thought the lines were super long and I didn't want to miss a minute haha

that was incubus concert September of 07!

:)

Pensamientos

inside my bottle

Todo lo que e escrito ultimamente es caca! bueno no completemente caca pero si casi todo. Todo muy triste, triste por que todo se acabo... porque ya no veo igual... No... ya quiero que se acace la tristeza! :D big smiles big smiles... por que se me ara tan dificil recordar bonito? nomas me acuerdo de lo feo blah! Que tonta hoy fui a downtown L.A y se me olvido mi insienzio (burra no se ni como se deletrea pero me entendieron no? ) aun ni estrano el regalo que me dio Ruth para mi cumple!

Todos se fueron a un party... baby shower otra personita que entra a el mundo... sus papis aun ni cumplen los 18.. jesus christ! suerte! Me quede porque iba hacer mi homework... pero ni ganas, me muero en tarea pero faltan ganas.... so close to finals now...

Mi pulsera roja de drug FREE! haha mi sister la teacher me regalo, thanks! the district gives them for the students to wear for red ribbon week...

oh man! she loves playig with phones...

Apagaron los insendio que andaban por todo L.A... Ventura, Sylmar ay no!... hundreds of homes burn down... k tristeza and so close to the holidays! sus fotos recuerdo objetos personales todo todo TODO! nadien merese eso NADIEN

k rico yummy yummy el cafe! un dia en mimis cafe...

huuuu haha mis fotos y mi conversasion nada de match nawww nimodo....

oh plizzzz k encuentre una internship fast! plizzz plizzzzz....pidan por mi! hehe thanks guys!

nos vemos

-Clau

take my photo off the wall...

Un mes. Un solo mes mas y termino otro semestre... uno mas... un mas que me llevo al bolsillo y ojala otro lleno de success! Sin pensarlo el mejor aspecto de mi vida en estos ultimos meses a sido la escuela...



Ultimamente se me a olvidado y necesito ayuda... no quiero que se me olviden las ganas que un dia tuve de vivir la vida! Quisas porque finalmente habri los ojos a la realidad, y no es tan bonita como la crei... porque veo a mi ma sufrir todos los dias con la ausensia de mi abue y me siento unutil. Por que veo a mi pa fisicamente pero ausente en mente, su pensamiento esta en mexico donde se k enrealidad quisiera estar al lado de sus viejos antes de que sea demasiado tarde.


El corazon a andado frio y porel camino de la soledad.... un vacio que un dia crei haber llenado, pero hoy en dia se revela como solo un "amor" imaginativo.... cosas inexplicables de la vida, que por algo ocurren y por algo estoy pasando por lo que estoy pasando. Quisas me lo meresco con mis decision estupida y egoista. Por solo pensar en el momento y no en el futuro. Ahora me pregunto si soy buena persona, lo dudo....

Sere buena amiga hermana hija o tambien en esos aspectos de la vida falle???

preguntas sin respuestas
caras desconosidas, corazones vacios, lagrimas que nadaien ve.... soledad interna...


el video...haci quero vivir en lala land... where everythig is green and happy, Oh lil animals please don't fight! oh.... "oh look what youve done, you've made a fool of everyone..... oh look like such fun till you've lose what you have won"...



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Halloween!

Que mucho dure sin blogging verdad.... Aquel dia me sentia mal.... hoy ya un poco mejor...

Pero bueno aqui les van las fotos de este halloween! BOOO! jeje

Alma and I a couple of days prior to halloween. I had so much fun acting stupid... we actually drove around like this and went to get dinner with our masks on heeee me vale!

Huuuu! en letrero de atras indica donde estan las chelas haha

El mero dia!

Ella fue una muñequita

La teacher fue prisionera... that's weird!

Letty y mi chulis

Aqui con Dario... no espera... creo que era Fabio... hay no se, se me confunden los twins de Pau :-/

Omar asustando a los niños

Me as a gypsy... it was a homemade costume due to economic difficulties haha!

Sofie con cara de 'guacala'

Mi ñeca the best ladybug ever! una linda Mariquita!

That was it we gave candy, had dinner... nice... Saw some very interesting costume come to my doorstep too... Muchas niñas vestidas de princesas buuuu! I don't like that... sean haci como una tortuga ninja! o una bruja! las princesas se me hacen vulnerables...

Halloween el unico dia del año que se puede actuar como idiota y tener escusa para hacerlo jeje

later guys!

Buuuu

Creo y mis blogging days are over... ya no siento las ganas ni energia que un dia tuve para contar todo lo que corre por mi mente.... Be strong, step hard! never give up never look back... Y como dice Omar TAKE IT IT'S YOURS! tu dirigues tu vida en fin, por algo es TU vida !

Chao...

walk away

Ouch... my body hurts, my back aches with stress, I feel it... My mind comes along for the ride... the cold and stressful ride.

Life couln't get anymore "blah" than this.... My heart hurts I don't even know why...

I want to go back... I want to go back when the sun would shine through my window! when everything made me SMILE!!! ...... When stress didn't seem to stop me, when my problems were worrying about what to wear in order to look cute... Now I have learned that life is beyong that...

I want to go back when a simple icecream cone made my day!

When I would wake up and looked forward to my daily missions.... Oh... how I miss the innocence of my daily missions!

When thinking about certain people brough joy and not pain... I want to go back about a year ago when my future looked so clear and so promising... I want to go back to the fun job I had with the people who distracted me from reality, and work was a daily party...

I want to go to about a year ago when the sun shined through my window and a simple icecream cone made my day!

I'm going to go study instead, this state of mind brings me down... Happy thoughts happy thoughts....

Oh how difficult it is to grow up.....

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Ella

A little of Ella...



They can take you away from me... But my memory... Oh no... NO NO one can take that away from me!

NO NO they can't take that away from me....


:)

Not much time...

Oh how I miss having the time to hang out...
But after a couple of days I had my beer :D

Omar just couldn't stay still for a pix, so instead he looks possessed...

What's so funny? This guy y sus estupideses que causan risa

Yo no entendia el chiste del "taco" ??? Hasta que la China me explico despues... oh... what an idiot haha I get it now!

The Samuel Adams kept on coming!

Todos tenian cool chucks, except me who decided to go trojan that night, fui la outsider de la noche, FUCK IT jeje



Scoop!!!

and he was actually posing for it... oh man! jaja

Perdi siempre pierdo.... this was a very good picture of me not making it in the hole... : P

Esa noche jugavamos scoop! hay no Omar y Alma con sus ideas pervertidas! Oh and Ouch un gordo me pego en la espalda con el taco, punk ass!

I hope after this semester I will have more time....

tengo tantas ganas de no tener ganas... I want to just do it!

lala lala lala ... FUI-FUI!!!

comments please

AWWW guys no sean haci de cabrones! ya se k entran aqui y leen mis tontatas por que nunca me dejan comments? No sean haci! platiquenme! at least to say hello! haha enserio feedback is good, no se, se relasionan con lo que digo les gustan mis pixs? no se.... COMMENTS PLEASE! THANKS FOLKS hehe

Look I'm in the sun!

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Oh... today I feel UB40....
Thank you Carlos! Aun recuerdo cuando era chiquilla y ponia a UB40! como le gustaba la de red red wine. Llegava a la casa como si fuera su casa :) en su beat up car haha con UB40 full blast! I knew it was him as soon as would hear this or any kind of reggae...




And I still miss him! I think I will always miss him this much! But now I think I can finally talk about him with a smile on my face and no more tears....I just can't help myself and I wonder what everyones lives would have looked like if you had not left so soon....

People enjoy.... (After this song agan click a la de don't break my heart another one of my favorites! esa cancion es simple pero muy sierta)

I can't sleep tonight... I wonder why...


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