Temblor!

I got up... I woke up super late! Eso es para empezar.... Then at work I was washing my hands y me heche todo el hand soap on my dress! I came out of the restroom y le dije a la Lizandra... girl the last thing I need today is to fall in the middle of the sales floor! aha! aha! it took half an hour y temblo!

Right there como lela in the sales floor... haha I turned para ver a todas las chikas en la tienda haha la cara de las chinitas! pobresillas se miraban re-nerviosas, y unos Europeans que venian de compras haha pobresitos! les dice Ruth "Welcome to California!" haha Y la liz que corre y me agarra la mano, si se asusto la niña, no se por que no me da miedito eso de los temblores... I guess I'm used to them, I have lived them all my life... No muchas cosas me dan miedo, siempre e sido atravancada...

Lo que si me da cosita es el famoso BIG ONE! I know que va a llegar.... I mean I told my mom that we need to prep. pero quien sabe en donde este cuando pase... I could have the house filled with all the necessary to survive pero que si me toca en school, freeway la playa, las montañas, o un bar! (hehe) get me? Uno nunca sabe!

Pero solo fue un sustito... nada too big just a couple of seconds of un firm ground...5.4 el mas grande desde 94... now that baby I remember! YIKES!

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A woman should...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . a youth she's content to leave behind....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. one friend who always makes her laugh.. and one who lets her cry...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE a feeling of control over her destiny..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to fall in love without losing herself..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without; ruining the friendship...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... that her childhood may not have been perfect...but it's over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... what she would and wouldn't do for love or more..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..... how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.. .. whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she shouldn't take it personally..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... where to go... be it to her best friend's kitchen table.. or a charming Inn in the woods.... when her soul needs soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.. What she can and can't accomplish in a day... a month...and a year...

Thank you Emily for sharing this great piece with me, by 'MAYA ANGELOU'S'.... Un poema que toda mujer deveria tomar en cuenta... Y esta es una gran mujer my mama Guera!

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colors

Here is a song... I fell in love with it since I heard it in a commercial on tv I could not stop thinking about it, it's by Kira Willey y la cansion se llama colors... : D

Hoy me siento hum...(pensando...haha)black, strong and tall like a bear! what color are you? It's funny how we associate our feelings with colors hoy black, but green will always be my favorite!!! "El verde es vida" eso siempre me lo dijo mi Pa'! :)



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Green light GO

After every red light a green one is bound to pop up next.....
Been standing waiting for the red light to change, but it just won't change!



well duh!!! I need to press the button! I need to take action in order for things to change....

The question now is.... should I turn right or left...?

My intuition as a woman tells me right instead.... going left is scary and deep in me I know it's wrong, so for now I will turn right, lets stay on the safe side, and as much as left is tempting I have doubts and there is no size on doubt either it 's there or it's not, and if you doubt, chances are it's not the best choice... I have doubts... (On both sides thought...) Shit!



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right to be wrong...

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling WINGS though I've NEVER FLOWN
I`ve got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally BREATHE
I`ve got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone



You're entitled to YOUR opinion
But it's really MY decision
I can't turn back I'm on a MISSION

If you care don't you dare blur my vision
LET ME BE ALL THAT I CAN BE

Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly

I'VE GOT THE RIGHT TO BE WRONG
My mistakes will make me STRONG
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
Flesh and blood to the bone
See, I'm not made of stone
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down to long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But IT SURE FEELS GOOD TO ME
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone


Awww... love this song!!! enjoy ppl :D Y es verdad, we all have the right to be wrong in order for us to learn and grow...


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Oh Fuck the time!

Oh man! seriously the alarm on my cell phone does not do it for me anymore! Which is pretty weird cause I'm a morning girl... it rings and I jump out of bed and in to the shower, ready for my day, but lately it doesn't work... I don't know why.... why?

I think I'm going to get one of those super mega alarms to wake me UP! I just don't hear it anymore I simply don't hear it and I hate it cause I hate being late, and it is one of those things I can't control... I oversleep, SHIT! haha

Its been 2 weeks already... at least 3 days out of the week... some days I catch up with time but others I'm just late to class... A new alarm clock is the solution... aww...WAIT ... how I wish I would able to wake up with the sun light... BOOO reality check we are on a time people it's california! :(

So I have a theory... I suffer from odd sleeping schedules disease, haha pero enserio I do. Y haci de rara que soy I like it I would not have any other way, it works with me. So I think the lack of sleep trough so many years are catching up... who knows... or maybe I'd rather sleep than be awake... who knows... my unconscious is trying to hint my conscious something...

I la Muñneca quieres su starbucks! Yum fatty drinks... I'm thinking I should give it up I should turn to jamba juice or something else... Or drive all the way to East Los every morning where they have the best licuados ever!!! Yum... If you guys are in East Los on Whittier Blvd (I think jeje) there is this lil hole in the wall licuado place named Licuados express, they are yummy!!! haha Or call me I'll let you know how to get there :D

3 more days and I am done with my summer class... yay! and aww! cause I really did like it! too much stupid work pero pues si aprendi, aparte que se conose mucha gente diferente... hopefully I find something productive to do with the time off... PRODUCTIVE Vonny! think PRODUCTIVE!!! haha


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Younger than ever!

There was the pre part to her birthday!!!

Y ella solo quiere paz and love, only peace and infinity of love in her life!!!

Salud Omar! salud and let's enjoy the night :)

She even got her personal fire crackers!!! set it off and watch it POP! haha

El da clases en como ser sexy!!! haha mendigo! watch and learn dice jeje, y yo, sure why not? like this? am I doing it right? :)

Then her actual birthday party!

She looked beautiful! like a princess and the entire country celebrates that she is ALIVE!!!


Toda su family!
Her momma and her!
Todas las amigas! thanks everyone that joined!

Best amigochas desde morritas jaja

Sista! I hope you enjoyed your birthday! You are younger than ever, the soul has never been more alive, and your awesome! hermanita te quiero un chingo and I love you chiquilla!

BTW you look beautiful in your new dress/shirt/ skirt haha la Sil le pego al lotto con tu gift! :)

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Stick it!

We'll stick it up!


We'll all do it together!

We'll stick like glue! Never look bad only to learn! We are all here for you!

And it may be hard but we'll always be here for you! Fuck them! yeah I said it fuck the others, fuck to ones who didn't think twice! I know you, you are SMART Juan, and we'll stick this one together! I love you little foo! You know I'm here for anything and everything.

(Fuck you to those who don't think twice, those who don't only hurt there lives, but bring down with them harmless people! FUCK YOU madafuckers, they know who they are....and i'll say it one last time fuck you bitches!)

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