Wednesday, October 29, 2008

walk away

Ouch... my body hurts, my back aches with stress, I feel it... My mind comes along for the ride... the cold and stressful ride.

Life couln't get anymore "blah" than this.... My heart hurts I don't even know why...

I want to go back... I want to go back when the sun would shine through my window! when everything made me SMILE!!! ...... When stress didn't seem to stop me, when my problems were worrying about what to wear in order to look cute... Now I have learned that life is beyong that...

I want to go back when a simple icecream cone made my day!

When I would wake up and looked forward to my daily missions.... Oh... how I miss the innocence of my daily missions!

When thinking about certain people brough joy and not pain... I want to go back about a year ago when my future looked so clear and so promising... I want to go back to the fun job I had with the people who distracted me from reality, and work was a daily party...

I want to go to about a year ago when the sun shined through my window and a simple icecream cone made my day!



I'm going to go study instead, this state of mind brings me down... Happy thoughts happy thoughts....


Oh how difficult it is to grow up.....



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Friday, October 24, 2008

Ella

A little of Ella...



They can take you away from me... But my memory... Oh no... NO NO one can take that away from me!

NO NO they can't take that away from me....


:)

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Not much time...



Oh how I miss having the time to hang out...
But after a couple of days I had my beer :D

Omar just couldn't stay still for a pix, so instead he looks possessed...



What's so funny? This guy y sus estupideses que causan risa





Yo no entendia el chiste del "taco" ??? Hasta que la China me explico despues... oh... what an idiot haha I get it now!




The Samuel Adams kept on coming!




Todos tenian cool chucks, except me who decided to go trojan that night, fui la outsider de la noche, FUCK IT jeje



Scoop!!!


and he was actually posing for it... oh man! jaja


Perdi siempre pierdo.... this was a very good picture of me not making it in the hole... : P

Esa noche jugavamos scoop! hay no Omar y Alma con sus ideas pervertidas! Oh and Ouch un gordo me pego en la espalda con el taco, punk ass!

I hope after this semester I will have more time....


tengo tantas ganas de no tener ganas... I want to just do it!







lala lala lala ... FUI-FUI!!!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

comments please


AWWW guys no sean haci de cabrones! ya se k entran aqui y leen mis tontatas por que nunca me dejan comments? No sean haci! platiquenme! at least to say hello! haha enserio feedback is good, no se, se relasionan con lo que digo les gustan mis pixs? no se.... COMMENTS PLEASE! THANKS FOLKS hehe

Look I'm in the sun!
:)

Sunday, October 5, 2008

oh....

Oh... today I feel UB40....
Thank you Carlos! Aun recuerdo cuando era chiquilla y ponia a UB40! como le gustaba la de red red wine. Llegava a la casa como si fuera su casa :) en su beat up car haha con UB40 full blast! I knew it was him as soon as would hear this or any kind of reggae...




And I still miss him! I think I will always miss him this much! But now I think I can finally talk about him with a smile on my face and no more tears....I just can't help myself and I wonder what everyones lives would have looked like if you had not left so soon....

People enjoy.... (After this song agan click a la de don't break my heart another one of my favorites! esa cancion es simple pero muy sierta)

I can't sleep tonight... I wonder why...


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