Friday, April 30, 2010

west coast!

Tengo tanto que contar, y la misma vez nada...

Tanto me a pasado, bueno y malo. Cosas extranas y muchas bonitas.
Eh perdido gente en mi vida, y conosido gente nueva.

El trabajo va super, las horas son buenisimas, me sali con la mia de nuevo! :)

Sofi cada dia es mas lista! me sorprende con todo lo que sabe a su corta edad! Alma le regalo una cajita de animal cookies, de esas que mis papis nos compraban cuando eras ninas. Y sofi saco todas las galletas, las puso en la mesa, y empieza... gorillla! monkey! giraffe! bird! elephant! jaja y me decia que le hiziera como un animal, yo le hacia como gorilla y me regalo la galleta de gorilla! jaja she brings so much joy!

Hize una de las mias... no se porque fui, por terca, porque cuando se me mete algo en la cabaza no hay nadien que me lo saque. Me medi a uno de esos lugares que te dicen el futuro, la verdad no se que buscaba. Que terror! y pues creo mas k nada buscaba esperanza en mi vida, como que me dijeran "everything will be ok" (Sigh) sali pior... pior porque algo en mi vida que yo ya dava por terminado y me sentia muy preparada para seguir adelante, pues salio en las cartas. Y la dona me dijo, "no baby, he ain't done with you, and you ain't done with him.... blah blah blah.... you two feel too much for each other to waist the love you feel for each other" :( y pues como quien dice si me quede en shock, porque yo ya dava unas cosas por perdidas y yo estaba segura de seguir adelante.... pero no se, quizas la dona solo queria ganar sus 10 bucks! y yo como lela jaja

Aunque me gusto lo que me dijo... pero lo que vivo hoy en dia en este momento el no me demuestra eso. Aparte me conto unas cosas muy feas, cosas que no se porque la gente hace. Le platique a Chave y ella me dijo que solo resara y fuera buena persona, que la vida ajusta cuentas sola. Yo no creo en karma, pero ella dice que cuando haces mal, la vida te castiga tres veces pior. Ojala.

cambiendo el tema...

Tengo ganas de leer un buen libro.... no eh encontrado uno que me amarre! quizas manana despues de la yoga valla a buscarme una lectura nueva. Acepto sujerencias.

Me voy, por hoy es todo, rente la pelicula de lovely bones, segun muy buena....

Ah! y mi chistesito del coche me sale a casi 1K..... fuck!

los dejo con una super song... se la cante al Enano y el me dice that is your song, refleja tu vida jaja creo k si un poquito.... bye bye...





... ;0

Monday, April 26, 2010

I need MAGIC







I need white magic in my life, a friend told me the cleanse myself, I don't really believe in stuff like that. I should have though, maybe that would have prevented my car crash from yesterday! ahhh and I had just told Alma that it was a beautiful day, poor baby, now he looks ugly, how much is this gonna cost me now?... At least my car is a trooper and still runs!


And the dreams I have been having lately... I cant even believe myself, horrible.
I'm starting to believe friends are not forever.... (sigh)
At my age of 23 I have learned the only 3 things no one can ever take away from you is your experience, your education, and your MEMORIES!! ha!! waaala!
bye, Monday.... and the week just begins...
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: -/

Saturday, April 17, 2010

:)

feeling waaaay better...
Enjoy this fantastic song and video by the Grizzly bear... another of my BCBG songs...




Have a awesome weekend everyone!!! Finally weekends off (ahhhhhh) loving it!

Hoy me siento con energias positivas!!

:).... asta la vista baby!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

that morning followed by those horrible words

I always thought I would be a role model to people and not an embarrassment. Sorry Brother, sorry you feel that way about me, BUT I am happy with everything I have done up to this point in my life... just cause I am "different" doesn't mean I am the bad bitch you think I am...



I love

I feel
I cry
I suffer
I stress
I feel happy
I feel like crap
I feel excited
I have goals
I am who I am... I don't know where I am trying to go, HEY but at least I try moving forward..

I am human, don't ever forget.



there has been better days.... today I have to hike.... I gotta!


:(((((((

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Esa chick Claudia


Today at work this gringa chica told me "Claudia... did I say it right in spanish?" I laughed and said "yes, that is correct" she then laughed too and said "I had a rich bf once who cheated on me with a Claudia" and she continued laughing... "he was rich, and owned property in Mexico, that is where he meet that Claudia hahaha" she said "oh sorry to hear" I responded... "did you ever get to visit Mexico?" I asked... "Naw but Claudia sure did hahaha"


I love that girl she is soooo cool! and she still gets cheated on...


I wonder if we all get cheated on? we cheat ourselves that's fosore...


For some reason my name always affects ppl in the cheating dept, or something along those lines, like if I give them negative memories jaja or maybe I just pay extra attention to anything that has to do with cheating.... whateva


I will never understand it fully... why lie? lie to someone else and yourself.... whatever, I guess the only way you can avoid is to stay out of relationships....


PHEW PHEW modaefers >:0


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Saturday, April 10, 2010

Now 2!

I had been wanting to blog pictures but the blogger does not let me... idk why

But Sofie is now 2!



Only one picture.... blogger is giving me a hard time.... :(