No se qué me paso ayer... Tuve un momento de debilidad!
Por hoy a que enfocares en el presente, ahí que preparase para la Navidad! Tanto que comprar y arreglar... Y no se cómo le voy hacer porque casi son las 12 y yo aquí en casa tomándome un cafésito y disfrutando los momentitos de la vida que valen ;)
She is loud, She is outspoken, She speaks her my mind… that's how anyone that knows me would describe me.
In reality I am shy, I hate the spotlight, I like darkness and shadows… no, no I am not emo, but I like my independence, my space, my loneliness….
I hate presenting, I hate public speaking, I hate being judged.
The other day I was listening to music, as usual, listening to Iron and Wine and a lovely melody came on… I had heard that song before… ha! In one of the crazy love movies I watched based on a book I had read (I know, me and my love stories *sigh*).
I couldn’t help imagine myself dancing to that song, one day…. far far… far away… and for the first time I thought of me in a wedding, ha! I know right… me…
And I thought about it, thought and thought… and it dawned on me… I wouldn’t mind the spotlight if there was someone with me, someone who would not let me fall…
So this is love… so this is what it’s all about… it comes down to this…
It comes down to this.... ... Please don't let me fall...
I'm back... This year is almost over, I can't believe it! Time flies when you are are having fun... or simply too busy to stop. Which I'm not sure if it's good or bad... I've been working, working a lot... so on my days off I rest, drink, and smoke ha! haha
But for the first time in a long time I am excited about Christmas! I actually can't wait to get my tree and finish shopping... yes finish, I already started shopping, that should tell you enough.
I try to keep busy... try to hang out with everyone... I try to maintain my good friends, cause you know good people are hard to find
So much has happened and changed since I started my blog! Since I was a college kid thinking of ways to take over the world hahah! People are married, having children, buying homes, buying cars, traveling.... and
.... and I'm just here like "hi kitty kat" hahahaha
I still hike, I still drink, I still smoke, I still cry, I still laugh (I still laugh a lot), I still get mad, I still act like kid, I still worry, I still wonder what if, and I still say fuck it! I still drive to L.A. just to take pictures... I still go to the beach to think
I’ve been trying to do it right, I’ve been living a lonely life... So show me family, all the blood that I would bleed! I don’t know where I belong, I don’t know where I went wrong... I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweetheart...
Hey momma... Why do I have such a big nose? My momma told me I should be thankful it does its job >.< Today was a great day! Halloweenie is just around the corner and my momma is helping me with my costume! Today was no ordinary day and that makes me feel alright! I started the morning w a lil Devendra while sipping on coffee. then my momma and I spent most of the day in downtown shopping, then west-ho for more shopping and we ended in Olvera st. shopping even more, and drinking ha! There's nothing wrong with that! It was gloomy and I realized I should have worn a pair of my bad ass boots, i haven't worn boots this year. Its been so hot lately it doesn't even feel like fall. Everything is ok... Normal... I don't like normal but normal is what I get for now... Today I want to ask for one wish and one wish only... Ummm... Computer be ok and come back soon lol I understand myself :D Ciao
Sometimes trying hard is not good enough... Today I wish I was 3... To stay home, play, watch cartoons, and use my innocence as an excuse to cry n it would be alright... El estres me esta acabando
Dallas! Me encanta viajar! :) me gusta cuando despega el avión y mucho mas cuando aterriza en tierras nuevas! Hoy me siento súper! Manejo el estrés mucho mejor. Buen dia a todos, besos, abrazos y puras cosas buenas!
Mañana empieza la escuela mi gorda... Ah como pasa el tiempo. Ya la extrañaba tanto porque últimamente solo trabajo y ahora menos la veré. Mi niña inteligente! Será una súper estudiante, ojalá y se mantenga fuerte! La vida no es igual desde q esa nena existe.
I guess I should feel older but I really don't, which makes me wonder when I will feel older and mature haha maybe never knowing me. Everything was nice, work has invaded my life so I couldn't even take a day off, it's fine, I can take any other day off. I realized I work with wonderful people! Jenn baked cupcakes, Ine gave me a beautiful plant, which I better not kill! Maria gave me balloons and Lil gave me flowers, wine, and I piñata haha 'che Mexican :P Below memories
Fotitos de mi viaje a Georgia! No se porque me delate tanto en subirlas... Falta de tiempo. Solo paso a dejar estos recuerdos. Mañana será un dia largo y yo sin ganas de crecer :-(
