stop swinging by my window dream!

Sometimes it all feels unreal, unatural, like a fairy tail...

Like any moment I will open my eyes and wake up from the dream...

Why do I dream? why do I dream the past... wait, but the dream catcher is up!.... what's up with that?

Then it's not a nightmare... it's just a dream, right?

They don't seem like nightmares but they are still horrible!

can dreams mean something?

It's like natural life bitting me in the ass!

Is it really true that if you dream someone they dream you? or they are thinking of you?

I think its true, wait... I want it to be true, it works to my advantage!

Do you dream me too?

How will I know.... How much of my dreams are true...

I've heard stories.... I can confirm that someone elses dreams are true.... But can someone confirm mine?

Please oh oh will someone confirm mine....

Don't you tell me you are mad now!!!

Don't break my heart that way!

not today

not anyday...

If I ask about the dream will you answer?

Baby don't leave me hanging.... answer the dreams... But if they are nightmares in real life.... get away from me negativity!!!



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wear sunscreen!

Watch this!!!




Isn't awesome!?.... get's you thinking huh....


good day!!! go do something that scares you!


hah y se rie de mi porque quiero un tat de un tree... F U ignornte... better than your tramp stamp!


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1st rain of the yr

me levante algo agobiada.... como si fuera lunes... aun estoy en mi cama. Me levantan a las 6 y pico que si llevo a Juan a la escuela, ok chido. Luego entra mi ma a mi recamara para decirme nevermind, he went walking... in the rain! what walking in the rain to school? oh the rain, the first one of the yr... hopefully it rains a lot this year, it's been dry for the past couple of year. Total, se fue porque mi car no prende... no se que le pasa.... mi manana cancelada!!!

Y luego, me siento mal de nuevo... no se porque no me enfermo bien, o que se me quite la infeccion por complete. la garganta me esta matando, cada vez que paso saliva me arden las glandulas! Lo bueno k es mi dia libre y pienso quedarme en camita todo el dia.... de vez en cunado nos hace bien para pensar, tomarme mi te de manzanilla, y refleccionar lo que voy hacer de mi life. But you know what... I'm hopeful... en todos los aspectos de mi vida. si mando vibras positivas recivire energias positivas, well i like to think!


aki les dejo, ya k no pude ir.... y aun k quisiera con la unica persona que me hubiera gusta ir no se puede por razones estupidas!!!! ugh!


pearl! ese eddy what a talent!





today :hopeful

porque la vida tiene k tener cosas mejores, tiene!!!


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haha

Just to add a lil more to yesterdays topic... Badu got's my back! haha




For those who don't know Badu... she is obviously being sarcastic!



peace homies ehhhhh jaja



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se me olvido

I forgot.... I keep forgetting how to be skanky and slutty! how to have air in my head, and say "like" after every other word! I forgot to make to act ignorant and how not to be myself... I had forgotten what boys "dig" now a days.... fast! everything super fast, because now people have sex before having feelings.... how did we get to this? how do I fit in to this era? Sometimes I feel I should have been born 50 yrs ago.... or in another country... sometimes the U.S life is too fast, and too selfish! Or maybe this is how things are everyone else and i just don't know it.... Being my age is hard.... with the morals my parents gave me....

Ahhhh someone else will come, someone worth my time, someone who is interested in the personality and brain of this lady, and not the body, i am more than a body, and so are you!!!!


this is getting too depressing, positive thoughts!!! one day i will live under the sea! haha

My Ed always brings me happy thoughts... this was on monday, it was his 23rd! welcome to the club baby boo! cheken los posters detras haha i love gay men and gay bars!!! they are so chilllllll...... jaja

nos vemos! animo a todos los k esten single y sufriendo! haha

Un dia llegara uno k quiera saber de ti, y conoser tu personalidad y no solo lo k esta enmedio de las piernas!

fuera dolor!

haaaaaaaaaaahahaha!