Wednesday, September 22, 2010

naive

Naive: having or showing a lack of experience, judgment, or information; CREDULOUS.




Today I just want to touch one topic. Sexual relations.... they have lost their meaning. That's it. That simple.


Don't believe all people are good people... cause honey oh honey they ain't!

I don't know who said maturity was gained by age. Nope!!! it's built through experience.


Don't be naive!


Saturday, September 18, 2010

yeah yeah yeah


We gotta work with what we have, good or bad... I'm not even sure why I write today.

Sometimes I wish I could be one of those people who can just leave it all. Just grab a bag, take a few bucks and plant roots in a different land. But I always think about consequences for everything, I over analyze everything. I always need a reason, an explanation for everything. As much as I know somethings in life are unexplainable.... somethings or people are not worth trying to understand, I still try.

I always want answers! always, ALWAYS! I hate that about me. I always need to make sure the plan works. My dad made me this way, I was raised making the most rational choice, the promising choice.

It's good, it is. But.... to some extent I feel I am missing something. I don't know what but something.... things that I don't know exist because I am doing the promising decisions.

Some days I wake up down down down haha... I should really stop listening to radiohead and billie holiday....

....people around me are so religious lately. People I knew were not. People who shared my point of view. Maybe I should try to believe more. How bad can it be to believe in fairy tails?

I hope I don't offend anyone, but like I mentioned before I need fact to believe. I need answers, realistic answers....

Anoche Juan prendio una veladora por su amigo (may he rest in peace). Y lo mire cuando lo hizo... tan credulo, tan dedicado, tan creyente, con una paz en el. No es tan malo creer. No se porque no creo... deveria.


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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

To the naked eye


Ahhh como me cae mal la gente que jusga. Todos esos que me ven y solo ven una Mexicana o una pocha. Que me crean menos o questionan mi capasida. Aun me molesta mas cuando lo hace un gringo... que piensen que son mas cabrones. No quiero que piensen que yo soy una rasista, el que me conose sabe que soy super con eso de las rasas, y me gusta aprender, conoser otras culturas, olores y sabores extranjeros.... pero un comentario que salio de la boca de un fulano me molesto mucho. Me dijo que si me estaba enseƱando hacer tamales (sigh) I know right! Y lo dijo de una manera culera, se le notaba que su objetivo era chingar.

Porque vengo de familia Mexicana solo sirvo para hacer tamales ha!



ah just to let you know, my tamales are the best!


Fuera de eso todo va bien. En el trabajo me tratan bien, bueno por lo menos los que importan. Nunca falta un bocon.


Me hace falta pintar con Alma... ya le dije, necesito un dia de tinto con una buena pelicula y pintar pintar y pintar lo que se me ocurra. Casi se me va a Mexico, ah la voy a extranar! Y pensar que yo pensaba ir jaja Pero ojala para principios de ano valla a Guadalajara como quede con Fanny. Y en el verano Canada, espero todos los planes se realizen.

No se porque el pasado siempre toca mi ventana... Oh but my doors are locked! No one is allowed! Not until I am ready.


No dejare que la negatividad de mis alrrededores me invada, nop no lo are.


Las pics son del Getty, fui este fin con las chicas, me gusto mucho! ya tenia tiempo y no visitaba el museo.
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..see you folks!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Be careful how you respond

Please excuse me but I got to ask....Are you only being nice
Because you want something?




The more you try to erase me

The more, the more

The more that I appear

Oh the more, the more

The more I try to erase you

The more, the more

The more that you appear

No, you're wrong, you're wrong

You're wrong, you're wrong

You're wrong, you're wrong

You're wrong
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ahhhhh.... Thom Yorke in my head the more the more the more....



:) happy weekend everyone...

Oh Oh I have learned never smile TOO much... it may come off wrong to some, some people like hard bitches... Lately can't be myself... It's just a phase I am going through.

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