Buuuu

Creo y mis blogging days are over... ya no siento las ganas ni energia que un dia tuve para contar todo lo que corre por mi mente.... Be strong, step hard! never give up never look back... Y como dice Omar TAKE IT IT'S YOURS! tu dirigues tu vida en fin, por algo es TU vida !

Chao...

walk away

Ouch... my body hurts, my back aches with stress, I feel it... My mind comes along for the ride... the cold and stressful ride.

Life couln't get anymore "blah" than this.... My heart hurts I don't even know why...

I want to go back... I want to go back when the sun would shine through my window! when everything made me SMILE!!! ...... When stress didn't seem to stop me, when my problems were worrying about what to wear in order to look cute... Now I have learned that life is beyong that...

I want to go back when a simple icecream cone made my day!

When I would wake up and looked forward to my daily missions.... Oh... how I miss the innocence of my daily missions!

When thinking about certain people brough joy and not pain... I want to go back about a year ago when my future looked so clear and so promising... I want to go back to the fun job I had with the people who distracted me from reality, and work was a daily party...

I want to go to about a year ago when the sun shined through my window and a simple icecream cone made my day!

I'm going to go study instead, this state of mind brings me down... Happy thoughts happy thoughts....

Oh how difficult it is to grow up.....

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Ella

A little of Ella...



They can take you away from me... But my memory... Oh no... NO NO one can take that away from me!

NO NO they can't take that away from me....


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Not much time...

Oh how I miss having the time to hang out...
But after a couple of days I had my beer :D

Omar just couldn't stay still for a pix, so instead he looks possessed...

What's so funny? This guy y sus estupideses que causan risa

Yo no entendia el chiste del "taco" ??? Hasta que la China me explico despues... oh... what an idiot haha I get it now!

The Samuel Adams kept on coming!

Todos tenian cool chucks, except me who decided to go trojan that night, fui la outsider de la noche, FUCK IT jeje



Scoop!!!

and he was actually posing for it... oh man! jaja

Perdi siempre pierdo.... this was a very good picture of me not making it in the hole... : P

Esa noche jugavamos scoop! hay no Omar y Alma con sus ideas pervertidas! Oh and Ouch un gordo me pego en la espalda con el taco, punk ass!

I hope after this semester I will have more time....

tengo tantas ganas de no tener ganas... I want to just do it!

lala lala lala ... FUI-FUI!!!

comments please

AWWW guys no sean haci de cabrones! ya se k entran aqui y leen mis tontatas por que nunca me dejan comments? No sean haci! platiquenme! at least to say hello! haha enserio feedback is good, no se, se relasionan con lo que digo les gustan mis pixs? no se.... COMMENTS PLEASE! THANKS FOLKS hehe

Look I'm in the sun!

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Oh... today I feel UB40....
Thank you Carlos! Aun recuerdo cuando era chiquilla y ponia a UB40! como le gustaba la de red red wine. Llegava a la casa como si fuera su casa :) en su beat up car haha con UB40 full blast! I knew it was him as soon as would hear this or any kind of reggae...




And I still miss him! I think I will always miss him this much! But now I think I can finally talk about him with a smile on my face and no more tears....I just can't help myself and I wonder what everyones lives would have looked like if you had not left so soon....

People enjoy.... (After this song agan click a la de don't break my heart another one of my favorites! esa cancion es simple pero muy sierta)

I can't sleep tonight... I wonder why...


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It's not that bad...

(SIGH) creo que vuelvo a sonreir! finally!

Aunque la vida sige igual de estresante, I find peace with-in instead.

Yesterday me fui a trabajar early!!! haha bueno early para mi es la 7... pero bueno, primero el trabajo me tiene arta! problemas que ni me important ni me affectan ni me van ni me vienen... solo soy una associate esos no son mis problems, I shouldn't have to stress over management business... Hayer la tienda fue un destmadre total, un chingo de cosas que hacer, pero nadien hacia nada! So me fui con Angelo. le digo "Angelo, do you need me to help you do anything?"

"Oh yes Claudia, steam all the dresses on the mannequins, please" So I did, ya alrato me dijo que podia hacer la second window yo solita! : D I like that! Yo cambiando los mannequins y mundo hay te quedas! blah Fuck work! hehe

Bueno pues por la misma razon que me levante temprano, cuando manejava a la chamba , oh man guys, the pretties sunrise I had seen in a very long time!

Luego termine mi paper, lei poquito, vi al boy que me facina! Claro that is always nice!

Oh y por situaciones de la vida no fui con la China! No celebre su cumple con ella. :( I'm sorry! Tengo muchas ganas de ver su casita nueva!

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que curioso

It's funny no creen, hay dias buenos y otros no tanto. Pero se me hace tan curioso cuando uno anda que se la lleva la chingada y que no hay poder humano que te aga sentir mejor, captan? jeje pues creo k todos andamos haci de vez en cuando, y es como que si uno manda un bibra que dice please someone help me, me siento como mierda!!! Pues haci e andado.... habese no se ni porque, como que uno se siente medio solito en un mundo lleno de gente. Como que la genete t ve y no observa, o t oyen pero no hacen el intento de escucharte!

Bueno pues haci andaba el otro dia, el animo nomas no, y bueno que la verdad si tengo una buena idea hacia el porque a mis feelings tan down sometimes, pero no quiero recordarlo!

Continuo con mi story.... pues el otro dia yo disque estudiando, pero de esos dias que lees y ni pones atencion, porque la mente se te va y no regresa... (mind I need you come back !jaja) me entra un text message "when you feel alone just look at the spaces between ur fingers and always remeber that that's were mine fit!!!!" :D I know right! how nice is that! I'm such a girl, hasta ganas de llorar. Bueno el txt me llego gusto en el momento necesario, thank you amigocho, creo que no tiene ni la menor idea del efecto que tubo en mi....

Oh casi se me olvidaba platicarles.... fui a ver a mi advisor and.... (tun tun tun) haha aqui su amigocha vonny se les gradua este mayo! finally my Bachelors! trato de actuar como si nada pues porque como quien dice aun me falta un año but just by thinking about it brings a smile to my face!

One last very important thing. Feliz cumpleaños a la china! k hoy cumple! woo-hooo! k se diverta mucho, y pues mañana lo celebramos!

Les pongo pixs del evento en un par de dias.....

chao guys aww my lil txt haha just look at the spaces between ur fingers!

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A great Man

Not much can be said....
To much to express....

One thing is for sure, he was a great Man! who gave his all for his family, he was and will continue to be the glue to attach members in our family together!

A great man who always had a smile on his face, and with time it slowly faded. Thank you for the mother you gave me, and the family I have, some of the best people I will ever meet!

Abue descansa en paz... Un dia nos volveremos a ver todos juntitos para que me dejes los cachetes rojos de los pellizcos que te facinaba darnos!

R.I.P Abue Alvaro

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Hakuna Matata

Hakuna Matata!!!
What a wonderful phrase...

Hakuna Matata!!!
Ain't no passing craze

It means NO WORRIES for the rest of your days!



It's our problem-free! Philosophy! Hakuna matata, hakuna matata!!!
haha

Whats the model with you!?!? haha

bye bye see you bloggers! haha live under hakuna matata! It's nice! :D

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