Saturday, August 15, 2009

hoy

Hoy es otro dia guevon!

otro dia de nada... me levante a llevar la comp a la casa de sil, esta infectada de no se que, el caso que ya no prende... estoy en comp ajena buuuu! aqui con mi carnala, pero extrano la mia....extrano mis fotos y todas mis pertenencias... aun tengo fotos de Mexico que quiero subir, pero sin comp es dificil... tambien tengo carnala nueva! jaja

es hija de un tia que vive en Mexico, un dia subi fotos de esa tia, la de la batucada jaja, por hoy su hija vive conmigo por lo menos un par de meses, despues se regresa a estudia farmatologa algo y algo wow! jaja


ah y la foto... fue robada, la tomo la morena no si en donde ni cuando pero me gusto jajajaja



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Friday, August 7, 2009

for the 1st time

I don't have a plan... for the 1st time i don't know where i will be tomorrow or in a yr or in the next 10 years! i was always to used to the plan! My problem now is that i didn't plan after my education... well i did. I planned to buy a house a better car, and to marry and have a family... y como diria la Danny " what a bunch of bullshit!" I realize it is! My life went from 100 to zero from one day to the other...


I was gone for a while, to only come back to the same problems... I ran out of plans... and I'm scared I don't know why... I don't know what is next... I don't know what to expect, I don't know what to prepare for! When I feel this way i hear this.... cause I can't live life scraed... I want to live day by day like the name of my blog :)




And like I read in a friends blog... "Jesus didn't say life would be easy, just that it would be worth it" or something like that... the message is the same!

I'll post picture from my trip as soon as I get a chnace... see you all!!!!


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Monday, August 3, 2009

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jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa jajajajaja ajajajaja que feo cuando se burlan en tu face! jajjaaaaaaaaaaaa jajajajajaja jaaaaaaaaajajajajaja ajajajaja

ya regrese a mi casa con unos sentimientos confusos e dificil de explicar! Me gusto! extrañe mi house mi camita... pero que bonito es regresar a un lugar! que bonito es olvidar momentariamente!
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Saturday, July 18, 2009

one more thing

before I leave to my trip....






No image... just listen, love it, feel it!

ok now I'm really off to a new world!


la la lala aha ha ha!!! weeeeeiiiii!!!! yayaya!!!

Friday, July 17, 2009

Adios


Nomas paso rapidisimo para decir adios! me voy a mi ranch a ver a mi otra mitad de family! extrañare blogging.... but I will be back soon so stay tuned!!!
... pasenla chido!
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Thursday, July 9, 2009

four agreements

Despues de todo lo que e pasado este ultimo año me pregunto... sera que todos los viejos son ijuales? si si todos son ijual de culeros y egoistas!!! que solo llenan su corazon ignorando al sexo femenino!?!? lo confirme y si es verdad! y ya no me importa una relasion como siempre la quize, porque ahora llego a la conclusion que todos los viejos son unos culeros estupidos injustos! Que todo eso que pensaba de un hombre no existe! porque son fantasias que las chikas nos creamos en la mente! y solo buscamos lala land! y el dia que llega un boy nos damos cuenta que todo lo que esperabamos era una mentira!!! una bil mentira creada por la sociedad! El punto es... que los hombres son cabrones, sin importar si son gordos, flacos, altos. chaparros, viejos, jovenes, negros, blancos, anaranjados!!! todos valen madre! todos son culeros!



Y despues de todo aun respiro! despues de el dolor, me paro y camino! porque yo si tengo mis four agreements!!! EVERYBODY! if you want to liberate yourself! you gotta read it the Four Agreements! It's like being born again, and this time you never lose you childhood! You never lose your mind and give society what they want! you live for you! no one else but you! You live the most magical dreams you've had! (NO i'm not high! read the book and you'll understand what I'm talking about!)
Hoy mi estatus es: hopeful!!!
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Sunday, July 5, 2009

It's amazing

I'm amazing! I amaze myself





Not in a good way... it's amazing my power of mind and the capasity I have to be able to detach people from life with such easiness. I do it all the time, since I can remember. I have so many ex people in my life, ex b/f ex friends... it doesn't take much for me to cut people out! I can live without talking to people I have had close relationships with... Some people say these are grudges. Yeah like if I hold grudges and I can't forgive or forget. I'm not sure that is correct in my case. I feel that someone has done something to hurt me, I have nothing to forgive them... It was their personal choice to attempt to hurt me, but it's not that easy to hurt someone like me... I just forget! I forget that that person ever did anything bad to me.... that the person ever existed. Their wrongful, thought, action, or says reflect them not me! So why should I worry of such people. I simply forget there was a friendship, and move on. I get no desire to talk to some people again. How cold is that? But I don't care.. I don't know why... I guess I know that there is a reason for evey thing and if people were good with me to begin I wouldn't detach YOU with such easiness....



Then it's a reflection of others not me... no no no no not me fosure not me... cause I at the end, I'm the one who keeps laughing!!! HAHAHA HAHAHA





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Monday, June 29, 2009

My dad

El ingles de mi pa haha

I have never really talked about my family or past ... mostly the present and future... but any whom my dad! Well he was born in Mexico, and has accomplished a lot after stationing in the U.S but his English is hilarious! haha here are some of his words... (oh btw) and I know he pronounces them incorrectly to make my brother and I laugh!


Here goes nothing:

takirisi -take it easy
shugeraut!- you get out!
wachutoing?- what are you doing?
wassapeninn?- whats happening?
kamash como dice el gringo- how much like the gringos say
wassamarewiju?- what's the matter with you?
kattemit- God dammit

hay my pops! haha can't live with out the big man!

p.s that's my family :) oh i love 'em!


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Thursday, June 25, 2009

Michael Jackson

WOW... shock for everyone... may he rest in peace! what an artist!!! Jesus what a lost in the music industry! so many people grew up with this man's music! one of a kind!






1958-2009


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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

El karma

Se especula que el karma es malo y quien sabe que madres. Como quien dice el que la hace la paga.... hhhhhhhhaaaa hahaha perdon si ofendo a alguien con mi punto de vista, pero el karma es una tontada, el karma es para la gente con mente devil, sabe lo que el karma es.... es la consensia que no deja a la gente vivir! y el dia que les pasa algo malo la consencia de sus wrong doings kick in. NO! como crean! no se dejen llevar por mytodolgia que anda de boca en boca! Al que le pasa le pasa... si te pasa algo malo es en el momento, porque no lo hiziste bien! porque ya te tocaba, yo estaba escrito en tu vida. El pasado es el pasado, capitulo olvidado!

Hoy escribo esto porque no dejare mi pasado ni nada malo que e hecho o me a pasado affectar mi futuro! hay cosas en mi vida que e decidido dejar en el pasado, nunca lo olvidare porque fueron lecciones en la vida, pero nada affectara la etapa nueva de mi vida! Agan lo mismo... don't let trips in your life affect your future! Porque el karma es algo que se invento para aquellos que la consiensia los mata! A mi no me mata! no dejes que te mate!


los dejo bloggers... it's my daddys birthday! time flies! it feels like yesterday that I was blogging his last birthdays pictures! I will go get his cake from Portos! yum yum! y mi ma' y yo lo aremos tamales jeje he loves them! nos vemos!



NEXT: Roger and I will go get his third tat :) I'm excited! OUCH!


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