Welcome Santiago

Por fin llego Santiago! El 10 de Marzo... muy temprano.

Sofia esta super feliz por la llegada de su nuevo hermanito, me dice "Tia, he is soooo cute! oh oh my baby Shanti"

Es grandisimo! no lo entiendo porque, si es hijo de Victor jaja, I guess he will have the body structure of the mothers side. My sister is a warrior!

He is perfect! I love his chubby cheeks!

Santiago, welcome to your very interesting family! We all love you so very much!

:)

Sterio Love

Esta cancion tenia que quedar aqui, me encanta!




Y el video es increible!

Enjoy! :)

dentro de mi botella

Yesterday was a good and bad day....

I'll explain, my brothers birthday was on Thursday, but celebrated til yesterday. We went to san dimas park, like when we were children. Visit the mini zoo and viewed the horses. ahhh lovely, I lack nature in my life. We had a picnic, ate fruit chips, and in n out burgers (yum!!!).

Then we headed to Sofia's house to cut Juniors cake. When we got there Victor had a CPR training for all of us. So I know how to perform CPR, yay! We watched some of those fucken naco videos with jokes, stupid jokes that is, but family time was nice.

I got home and began to watch The Holiday. I don't know why I get sad with love movies.

My mind goes back back back... going back is not that good. Although I lived very very happy moments in my life, all is gone. Going back just invades my self with sadness... and I can't help it feel hopeless. Hope is my motivation and when I lose it I break inside.

Many times I wish I could change my stubborn way of being. I always want to know everything behind the scenes. I look back at all the times I pushed him away... and I think of different things I could have done better... but now it is too late. I'm not sure how I feel about second chances. I feel they are never as good as the first one. I've always said, what is meant to be it will be... we just gotta stay strong, head held up high... and don't let your surroundings break us down. We each live the life we want to live.

Thank God for Ari, she is my shoulder and the one person who understands me. We help each other fight our own demons *sigh*... but today I feel better. Just another week at begin at work.

The goo goo dolls place me in a different world... a happy world

Dentro mi botella de cerveza...

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better days to come

I took Sofia on a train ride.... She was sooooo excited! She loved it.

We walked walked and walked. Another movie being filmed on the streets of L.A.

There is nothing better than spending time with Sofia when my brain flows with stupid thought. I hate feeling like a bad person, because I am not. I just place myself on the worst surroundings. Don't ask me how or why but I do. I just know that I never did anything wrong and we should all take responsibility for the words that come out of our mouth.

Amazing design... and the planning continues...

This week will be difficult but I'll manage, I always do! and that is what I love about me, I always get back up no matter how many times I fall. You can never give up! never ever ever!

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I've been left... behind

I am excited of all the upcoming events! I need to get it moving with the baby shower, Sofia's third birthday and Alma's wedding plans! ah 'n' Sil's upcoming wedding. I have a date with her this weekend, it will be nice after not hanging out in over a year.


I've been right, I've been left
I've been wrong, I've been left behind
I've been up but mostly down



....seriously! *sigh*

tick-tock

Remember 2010

Mas del 2010... porque nunca tube tiempo para contarlo...

Shopping, mucho shopping... el shopping me hace feliz! muy muy feliz!!

Las calles de L.B... no me gustan... son muy frias... Long Beach en si es una ciudad muy fria

yum yum miso soup... its the best, sushi itself is the best.... delicious!

Relax, calm down... it's not that serious... ;)

These fools dragged me to South Central... just to see la lucha libre... jaja good day.

una de esas noches perdida en el York

ella... cuando oficialmete cumplio 27... y le regale la famosa fuji instantania que tanto queria :)

ella cuando cumplio 24....jaja y solo queria burgers in the backyard con todas sus sistas!

una linda fuente en Pasadena

te invito a contar todas las palmas de L.A.... your in?

SCARY!

..... tan tan!

Bienvenido el 2011.... este es mi a-no! lo predije desde hace un a-no....

.Y continua el blog....

Merry Christmas 2010

So so glad this year is finally coming to an end.

I hope everyone enjoys this wonderful holiday.

Tonight I will sip wine, give thanks for every wonderful soul who is part of my life, and make an attempt forget the people who, unfortunately, have crossed my path. I hate dealing with people I can't figure out. People who cannot figure themselves, and in there attempt to do so involve me. What a terrible situation.





Oh I'm really not that bad,but I won't try to help you understand.

See ya folks!

I leave you with Jack. So enjoy! Be safe! and I'll see you when the time is right :)

Muñeca

Traigo una soledad. Me persigue a todos lados que valla, porque se que nunca regresara.... porque se que cuando alguien se va nunca regresa....

Lloro mucho, demaciado, sobre todo cuando estoy sola, porque el recordarla me rompe el corazon en mil pedasos.

Y yo se... que todos nos vamos, pero es inevitable no extrañar a me nena. Esos que conosen a mi familia saben que Muñeca era mas que una mascota. Era un miebro mas de la familia, se creia humana, y tenia una personalidad muy peculiar, nunca antes vista en una perrita.

La maldita ñec o te amaba o te odiaba, there was no in between with her. En toda su vida las unicas dos personal que respeto fui a mi mama y papa. Fuera de eso creo que a todos nos mordio jaja....

Enrealida pense que juntos todos combatiriamos su enfermedad, pero no fue haci. Mi bebe sufrio y vivio mucho estos ultimos meses. Fue muy fuerte, hasta le gustaban las medicinas.

Era super inteligente! brincaba altisimo! Odiaba cuando la molestaban mietras dormia, era la guardia de mi mami! Se acostaba en en el driveway horas a tomar el sol. Se ponia agresiva se le quitabas su elote, fruta favorita: las manzanas. Le tenia selitos a Sofia, peliaba el amor de mi ma.

Perro que miraba, perro que retaba, sin importar el tamaño...

Era bonita, fluffy, y se le miraba la carita de buena, todo mundo la queria acarisiar jaja pero ella era maldita! recuerdo un dia que la traia en el carro, y un señor se acerca a la ventanilla para saludarla, y ñec se enfurecio (like always) y se me quedo viendo el señor y me dice "oh wow, you have a very unique dog. There are dogs with personality, your dog... now that's a personality. We earn repect by who you are not what you look like, this dog has earn my respect" jaja esa era Nec...

Nec, THANK YOU for being in our lives! You are tattoed in our hearts.

R.I.P November 27, 2010. She now forms part of the moon, with all the stars.

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Yay!!! part 2

Celebre muy temprano.... jaja thats is what happens when expectations are too high.. Nothing is ever what it appears to be.

Ahhh... eh pensado dejar mi cabello tomar su curso... dejarlo creser, que cresca y cresca! Muchos me an dicho que me veo mejor con el pelo largo... una idea aun no determinada.

Se puede decir que me fue bien con el muy anticipado "review"....

Por fin tube el honor de darle la mano al mero mero, como quien dice pase el examen y finalmente puedo verlo a los ojos y darle los buenos dias (lets hope he answers now).

Huuu huuu tengo esta pagina de blog muy muy abandonada!!! se me habia olvidado platicar sobre el hermanito de Sofia :) si si Chave espera por segunda vez... ahhh que bonito que bonito! Y mi ni-na me acompa-no a una reunion laboral jaja se porto muy muy bien, tomo notas mientras una chica daba su entrenamiento. La entrodujeron como la nueva customer service rep , jaja y como siempre todo mundo decia que se parese a mi :) Quien iba a decir que la hija de Chave se paresiera tanto a mi, personalidad y todo... tan diferentes Chave y yo, esta en la sangre.

"Hermano, yo no quiero rebajarme, ni pedirle, ni llorarle, ni decirle que no quiero más vivir... Desde mi triste soledad veré caer las rosas muertas de mi juventud.
Gime, bandoneón, tu tango gris. Quizás a ti te hiera igual algún amor sentimental... Llora mi alma de fantoche, sola y triste en esta noche, noche negra y sin estrellas..."

(I don't know why I love songs with sad lyrics)

Nos vemos, bonito fin, con tinto :) y una peli llamada 500 days of summer...

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yay!!!

Hoy fue... no no hoy es un dia bueno! me siento bien bien bien! two thumps up guys :)