estorbando el paso

Sometimes I can't believe people. I can believe why some people ask me for advice. Me... me who is confused on so many things in life, me who is not sure what her values or point of view, me who has shit in her head.

I don't understand why I get all these texts with questions about feelings, questions about love, relationships, and life changing decisions.

And... the worst part is that I don't care. I try my best and put myself in their position, but honestly I can't... People expect you to care when you know they don't care about you.... ahhhh I hate feeling like a bad person, like I don't give a fuck, but I have to be selfish when you know some people in your life aren't forever...

here today, gone tomorrow, SO TRUE!

But on a happy note, I am back in the search to better ways, opening doors to my career, no longer fear the loneliness of the future. You are as lonely as you allow yourself to be :)

I have new ideas and I am excited, I will try my best to gather all the things I need to prepare for the plan of next year, like I have mentioned before... 2011 is MY YEAR!!! hah! magic... not even prayers can same YOU now!

oh oh oh... my dad... 60 now! :)

I have pictures from my recent concert! ahhhh in later post stay tuned!

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