oh.... feliz navidad a todos! salud paz y amor mucho mucho amor, a k sentirnos vivos!
me regalaron el cd de pearl jam... the new one! Roger mi amigocho thanks! por el cd y la movie me facinaron! weeeiiiii.....
Aun es christmas, me voy a ver la movie in to the wild!
enjoy this song.....Pearl Jam!!!
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Sonrisas, Miradas, Gente, Paisajes, Amigos, Familia, Risas, Lagrimas, Desesperasiones, Amores, Peleas, Habrazos, Besos... de Todo y un Poco Mas!
Friday, December 25, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
ideas nuevas
es inevitable... siempre me questiono sobre el futuro. Casi nunca tomo decisiones sin seguridad. Les explico, siempre que decido algo en mi vida es porque lo analizo, y casi estoy segura de los resultados! Pero hace tiempo tengo algo en mente, y no e tenido los huevos de hacerlo! Pero si lo e pensando por tanto tiempo y me tiene loca! y siempre regresa porque no lo ago!
me inspire... oh mejor dicho me inspiraron, una chica de N.Y me dio una patadita!!!
el otro dia trabajaba, y una chica me pregunta el precio de un gorrito... linda la chica, de raza morena. Ya le dije que el gorro estaba a 29 dolares y mas apatrte un descuento de 15% por la navidad... se lo ponia y se lo ponia... y le deje, "don't think abt it so much take it, it looks great!" me explicaba que le facinaba pero originalmente era para una amiga boricua en Nueva York. Oh! le contesto yo... no agarramos charlando, ella me platicaba que ella es de N.Y y sorprenderia a su mama para la navidad! La chica me inspiro confiansa! y le platique la idea loca que tenia en mente y como me queria mudar!... yo le pregunte que como se le hacia un cambio tan radical! y muchas otras cosas... Cuando le dije que me queria mudar me dijo "DO IT!" es la primera persona que me dice do it! ella lo hizo... porque yo no podria? ademas yo tengo plan! me iria con trabajo.... ayyy si lo quiero hacer me quiero mudar! y ya tengo esta idea por varios anos....
si me da miedo! pero ya soy grandesita! y siempre tendre mi home in L.A... gente nueva! calles nuevas! ideas nuevas! ohhh si es loca la idea pero lo quiero hacer!
llenere la applicasion ASAP este es mi ano para cambiar!
.... yes! tengo muchas ganas de vivir!!!!!! freeeeeee like a bird freeeeee...
me inspire... oh mejor dicho me inspiraron, una chica de N.Y me dio una patadita!!!
el otro dia trabajaba, y una chica me pregunta el precio de un gorrito... linda la chica, de raza morena. Ya le dije que el gorro estaba a 29 dolares y mas apatrte un descuento de 15% por la navidad... se lo ponia y se lo ponia... y le deje, "don't think abt it so much take it, it looks great!" me explicaba que le facinaba pero originalmente era para una amiga boricua en Nueva York. Oh! le contesto yo... no agarramos charlando, ella me platicaba que ella es de N.Y y sorprenderia a su mama para la navidad! La chica me inspiro confiansa! y le platique la idea loca que tenia en mente y como me queria mudar!... yo le pregunte que como se le hacia un cambio tan radical! y muchas otras cosas... Cuando le dije que me queria mudar me dijo "DO IT!" es la primera persona que me dice do it! ella lo hizo... porque yo no podria? ademas yo tengo plan! me iria con trabajo.... ayyy si lo quiero hacer me quiero mudar! y ya tengo esta idea por varios anos....
si me da miedo! pero ya soy grandesita! y siempre tendre mi home in L.A... gente nueva! calles nuevas! ideas nuevas! ohhh si es loca la idea pero lo quiero hacer!
llenere la applicasion ASAP este es mi ano para cambiar!
.... yes! tengo muchas ganas de vivir!!!!!! freeeeeee like a bird freeeeee...
Monday, December 21, 2009
If my honey come back...
sometime! sometime! sometime!
I love this beat! I love his weird music... makes no sense but great beats!
if my honey come back!
sometime SOMETIME!
... bye bye :)
I love this beat! I love his weird music... makes no sense but great beats!
if my honey come back!
sometime SOMETIME!
... bye bye :)
Thursday, December 17, 2009
The holidays
Here we come... holidays of 2009!
they call me the grinch! Niaccccaaaa niacccaaaa....
They make me sad... all the ppl, the holiday songs, the fake plastic tress.... ohhhhh I wish I believed in Santa. Everything seems so cold... and ppl miss the point of the holidays.
We get to see people we don't really like, and gain weight....
She makes them better.... the holidays are for her....
they call me the grinch! Niaccccaaaa niacccaaaa....
They make me sad... all the ppl, the holiday songs, the fake plastic tress.... ohhhhh I wish I believed in Santa. Everything seems so cold... and ppl miss the point of the holidays.
We get to see people we don't really like, and gain weight....
She makes them better.... the holidays are for her....Muah..... now holiday shopping, and mangoniadas in Highland Park, best mangoniadas ever!
If your get sad like me during the holidays... don't worry it's normal, I think.... jejeje
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Friday, December 11, 2009
Guadalupe
Y esto es lo que pasa cuando tienes una prima en tu casa que es super Mexicana y aparte religiosa! jaja
El cuandro ya lo tenia yo colgado en la pared, pero Fanny quizo que bajaramos a la virgen y le prendieramos su veladora, por ser su dia! no puedo creer que esto este en mi cuarto!!!
no es malo pero pues nunca eh sido muy religiosa que digamos y se siente raro...

El cuandro ya lo tenia yo colgado en la pared, pero Fanny quizo que bajaramos a la virgen y le prendieramos su veladora, por ser su dia! no puedo creer que esto este en mi cuarto!!!
no es malo pero pues nunca eh sido muy religiosa que digamos y se siente raro...

Bueno hoy por la virgen! bye bye guys! happy weekend!
mi mesita vieja que compre en en las yardas jaja
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Antonia
esta song me relaja! ellos me relajan!
Me siento mejor! yay!!!
ayer llovio, hoy salio el solesito!!! k me caliente ese solesito!
:)
Me siento mejor! yay!!!
ayer llovio, hoy salio el solesito!!! k me caliente ese solesito!
:)
la midad
Last night I layed in bed, thinking FUCK ya es Diciembre, que hize todo el an-o?

Pense y pense...
Cambie mucho, that is for sure!
Mi personalidad no, creo que nunca dejare esa cambiar, no quiero cambiar de esa manera, pero mi manera de pensar. Que no todo en esta vida es para siempre. Antes queria que las cosas bonitas me duraran toda una enternidad!!! Pero ahora me doy cuenta que mucho mejor disfrutarlo mientras esta presente, porque uno nunca sabe si volvera a estar en ese lugar, al mismo tiempo, con la misma gente, con los mismos sentimientos, con el mismo sol, con las mismas vibras, y con la misma maneras de pensar.
Aun que aclare cosas del corazon quede inquieta...
No quede satisfecha.
Siento que alguien se quedo con un pedasito de mi, y lo pier de todo, que no tiene ni la peor idea de como me dejo.
EL me dijo tanto esa noche y es cuando me di cuenta que no soy yo, el problema no lo tenia yo. El problema era su infelicidad, y todas las negativas con las que me dejaba. Aunque NUNCA lo olvidare, de esas personas que se quedan calcadas en tu piel! Lo voy a extranar un chingo! Lo peor de todo es que me preocupa en el estado que esta, y yo sin poder hacer nada, porque no me deja!
Me hubiera facinado ser su amiga, pero para que me ago pendeja? No lo miro con ojos de amistad.

People always ask me, why are your eyes so watery? like they are about to burst in tears, I always say they are by daddys eyes, it's a sparkle we have! jaja half the time though I do want to cry. I always cry.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
en tus pies
I want to think that everything, EVERYTHING in this planet happens for a reason...
As a child we fall so many times to get up! to built courage, to learn to get back on that fucken bike!
Or like me as a teens I acted like others, to see if I was like them, or I ditched school to see if I was a bad bitch, that didn't work, I went to church to see if God was in me.... that didn't work! jaja I even did my first communion!!! I tried and tried til I found me!... the stupid things I did to try to find myself!
Then I got to the young adult stage, I survived! haha Now the real adult... lets see how that goes...
I'm not sure why I am talking about this... last light I went to Villa in Pasadena, I meet some very interesting people... I'm not sure why they tried analyzing me or it was just that guy Melik I meet. These guys were older, and I think, I am just starting my real adult life, I mean I still live at home, these people own so much, and have real jobs ect....
This guy asked me questions about me, and I saw it in his eyes, he wanted to read everything about me... I felt like in school when you have to introduce yourself to everyone in the class jaja
After a while of asking me so me many questions about my career and job, and my future goals, and my Masters degree...he said "i think you are an IS something something"
I said "excuse me?" He said "yeah your personality.... it's an IS something" (Damn I can't remember the rest of it....maybe it was the jack n coke in my system jaja)
What was that? what was that type of personality, he never explained it... I will ask again if I ever see him, I am very interested in this, is this a good personality? and to the eyes of who?
haha
things like this make me wonder the character and personality even the life style of others... what it is to live your life? how interesting is it? what does your house look like??? what does your closet contain? how much money is in your bank? what do you feel that I can't see?
what stresses YOU...
I would, I would trade my life with someone for a day, just to see how your grounds feel.
.... do not believe everything I say, I'm kinda crazy! haha
...now work, uff... oh no.... :-/
As a child we fall so many times to get up! to built courage, to learn to get back on that fucken bike!
Or like me as a teens I acted like others, to see if I was like them, or I ditched school to see if I was a bad bitch, that didn't work, I went to church to see if God was in me.... that didn't work! jaja I even did my first communion!!! I tried and tried til I found me!... the stupid things I did to try to find myself!
Then I got to the young adult stage, I survived! haha Now the real adult... lets see how that goes...
I'm not sure why I am talking about this... last light I went to Villa in Pasadena, I meet some very interesting people... I'm not sure why they tried analyzing me or it was just that guy Melik I meet. These guys were older, and I think, I am just starting my real adult life, I mean I still live at home, these people own so much, and have real jobs ect....
This guy asked me questions about me, and I saw it in his eyes, he wanted to read everything about me... I felt like in school when you have to introduce yourself to everyone in the class jaja
After a while of asking me so me many questions about my career and job, and my future goals, and my Masters degree...he said "i think you are an IS something something"
I said "excuse me?" He said "yeah your personality.... it's an IS something" (Damn I can't remember the rest of it....maybe it was the jack n coke in my system jaja)
What was that? what was that type of personality, he never explained it... I will ask again if I ever see him, I am very interested in this, is this a good personality? and to the eyes of who?
haha
things like this make me wonder the character and personality even the life style of others... what it is to live your life? how interesting is it? what does your house look like??? what does your closet contain? how much money is in your bank? what do you feel that I can't see?
what stresses YOU...
I would, I would trade my life with someone for a day, just to see how your grounds feel.
.... do not believe everything I say, I'm kinda crazy! haha
...now work, uff... oh no.... :-/
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
simplemente nada
Ah como extrano las conversaciones con mi sista... extranar es bonito, recuerdas con felicidad, pero me hace falta el pasado... lo bueno es que uno nunca sabe lo que ocurra en un futuro...
Claro siempre es mi hermana, es solo que las cosas cambian, ella hace su vida, y yo trato de encontrar mi lugarsito en este mundote! ahhhhh mire el blog de una chica, me inspira a salir de mi casa! jaja de explorar horisontes new!

Good night! no se que ago despierta... las montanas se queman! again!!! L.A is always burning
:(.....
Claro siempre es mi hermana, es solo que las cosas cambian, ella hace su vida, y yo trato de encontrar mi lugarsito en este mundote! ahhhhh mire el blog de una chica, me inspira a salir de mi casa! jaja de explorar horisontes new!

Good night! no se que ago despierta... las montanas se queman! again!!! L.A is always burning
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Monday, November 23, 2009
ohhh Sofie!
ohhh mi linda nina! look how big she is now! growing n growing!

ya habla!
trash, bibi, turtles, bird, mimis, sopa, agua, plizzzzzzzzz (cuando le coviene) "be nice" le grita a muneca y le apunta con el dedo indice! jaja oh she is such a bright girl! she gots it all the looks and brain jaja one day she is going to be a catch!
Me sorprende con las cosas que me dice, y como me las dice! como sabe cuando decir que!?!? She is one of a kind! la amo amo AMO! This is the real thing jaja


ya habla!
trash, bibi, turtles, bird, mimis, sopa, agua, plizzzzzzzzz (cuando le coviene) "be nice" le grita a muneca y le apunta con el dedo indice! jaja oh she is such a bright girl! she gots it all the looks and brain jaja one day she is going to be a catch!
Me sorprende con las cosas que me dice, y como me las dice! como sabe cuando decir que!?!? She is one of a kind! la amo amo AMO! This is the real thing jaja

...and i want her to be arty! she draws and we put her drawings on my "wall" lol she even tells me where it look good! she is a natural, they don't look like much now, but soon she will get control of the markers!
muah to Fofi! she calls herself Fofi! when we wash and seperate our clothes, uan (Juans) eni (Vonny) fofi! (sofia)
Oh bye bye guys!
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