Breathe

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I wish I could see them in concert one day.... this is such a chill song filled with relaxation, imagination, calm, peace.... I simply love them!

un dia verde!

Primeramente feliz año nuevo a todos! Begin thinking of all the great moments of this year, the mistakes you did and the ways in which you can improve yourself to be a better person! Appreciate the good and the bad from 2008 because you enjoyed the good, and from the bad you learned! lets be better people :P my words of wisdom hehe

Yesterday we took Sofia to a park, we had a little picnic... This park was introduced by my brother, who came and took photos when he was working with Beto... I fell in love with it!

Sofia, Chave and I are in the shadows :)


This is was a man made river, but I still like it

mis colores favoritos! green and brown... I'm no where close to a professional photographer but I think many of my pictures come out pretty good jeje que creida! es mi blog... mi lugar de lucirme si yo no me aprecio quein lo va hacer por mi? haha

Un poquito mas de las cascas

la casita!

esta picture me gusta muchisimo! I like how I manage to come out in the picture as well... look in to her eyes yaaaaaaaaaaay!!!

peace n love!

Juanchillo... my bro... stupid ass Nellll si lo quiero al guey, aunk casi siempre peleamos, after 5 min we are cool again.

It's a very nice park.... now one of my favorites

I think she is a very happy girl, I really hope so, from my part I will always try my best to keep her heart alive, young, innocent, and show her as many things possible... Quiero que sea feliz, y que sea una luchadora por la vida ya que todos sabemos que la vida puede ser algo dificil...

I hope everyone enjoys their new years get a little drunk it's fun jaja be safe, and start it happy woooooooowwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!

Salud dinero y mucho mucho love! from me Clau!

:)

holidays 2008

Where have I been??? I haven't post in a while! I forgot my camera at Sil' house and it took a while to get it back, and posting without pictures, for me, is not posting, nothing better than pics to express!

So much has happened! no time yet so much time... jeje
I'm done with school! so I have more time yaaaaaaaaaay!!! YET no work so not much to do without the cash!!! BUUUUU!

Oh man!!! the other day my parents gave me money :-/ it's so difficult for me accept money! I've been working since I was 16... now at 22 it's a weird, como sin vida, concha, mantenida, me siento mal sin trabajar y no ganar mi propio dinero! como que despacio pierdo la independencia que con los años habia acumulado....

My sisters tell me not to worry, I love my family they will ALWAYS support me! but man the leo ego I have GRRRRR hehe I have to do things on my own, be independent, don't rely on anyone, nothing can stop me, no one can bring me down, everything I set my mind I accomplish! haha habeses pienso que idiota! it never hurts to get a little help... I'll get over it... I have faith that pretty soon life will change... we'll see if the hard work at school pays off!

Change of topic!!!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONEEEEE!!!

Pictures of my Christmas! This year we had a gift exchange due to the lack of funds osea hum lalala jeje la pobresa, SHIT!

Always tons of food!

Ella con su pastelito de churrolandia y champurrado

Dad giving Chave her gift

My tree! J.R and I decorated this year! it looks like shit haha

Her 1st Christmas :D

huuuuu nice!

Love love love hehe the Big Man!

My secret santa was Alma!

She wanted chucks to look hip and young! haha pinche chave

Ohhh!!!! we woke her up at midnight!

She loves monkeys !!! just like me wooohooo!

This x-mas was great! it was the innocence of a child present.... Sofie made a difference this year! to see her joy is awesome!

See ya gang!

:)

Rain Rain yaaaaaaaay

Yay! It's raining in L.A! finally we needed that already, now it does look like christmas is coming!
Aww rain makes me happy! It reminds me so much of my grandmas house, laughs, family, and all that pretty stuff in life! I had planned to go to her house after the holidays, but maybe it won't happen, so instead i'm planning a road trip! yay with my sis and sofia! It should be fun!

Just a quick post to express my excitment... now study for final, and later on work buuuuu

:) (tling tling oh that sound of rain makes me happy!)

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lagrimas

haaaa como e sentido esta cancion...



I play it over and over and over everywhere I go .... it's alright... it will just fine!

Lágrimas de amooooor
Fuiste quizás nunca tu viste, este corazón
Lágrimas de amooooor!

Y te vas!!! Y te vas!!!!
No me queda nada
Y te vas!!!! Y te vas!!!!
No me queda nada
Porque no estás....

Dime, tell me that you need me
antes de que muera el sol

Lágrimas de amor
Viven los besos que me diste

ya no creo en nada más
Lágrimas de amor

Neeeiii... solo fueron obstaculos que se presentaron en este preciso punto de nuestras vidas...

see ya soon guys!


:)

uh uh la la la

Me quiere no me quiere... me quiere no me quiere.... me quiere no me quiere....

BLAH! quierete tu mismo! eso es lo que importa! se feliz con lo que tienes! no sean ambisiosos ... que todo llegara a su tiempo!

No le llores y sonrie! que si no fue ese, otro llagara! porque llegara!

La vida no se acaba! el solesito aun sale cada mañana y a que agradeser por eso y muchisimo mas! agradescan que tienen salud y trabajo! pidan por los que no (yo! jaja).....

La vida ya esta escrita! a que vivirla... que llege lo que llege... es solo un asunto de tiempo ya veran!!!


P.S Shhhh cayense gueyes jeje me 'presete' la pix de por ahi en el web....

: D

remembering Incubus

Today I feel like remembering... I was looking through my older pictues and found the Incubus concert ones! haha I love Incubus love them love them...very talented band...

Funny thing, I ended up going with people I didn't even plan to, but it turned out great!

Not everyone came out on the pixs though... :( But Elias went Dan's brother and some of their friends along with Alma and Omar.... Because it was such a last minute thing for some we didn't all 'sit' together.

Eli wore his nacho libre mask... God! and he even found a special place for the mask to lay while we drove back home!

that day was crazy! Daniel didn't have a car I had to drive up to L.A btw TRAFFIC on the 5 like always! Elias come along, those guys talk and talk and talk way to much but they are hilarious haha well all the way down to Irvine back up to L.A then Omar made me drive to Downey and drop him off then back home to Bell....

Tuza with his caca face! btw this guys sings awesome!

The concert was great! they sang circles...stellar... drive... I wish you were here....love hurts...dig.... of course anna moley... so many great songs, but no warning! Argggggggg

No beer thought the lines were super long and I didn't want to miss a minute haha

that was incubus concert September of 07!

:)

Pensamientos

inside my bottle

Todo lo que e escrito ultimamente es caca! bueno no completemente caca pero si casi todo. Todo muy triste, triste por que todo se acabo... porque ya no veo igual... No... ya quiero que se acace la tristeza! :D big smiles big smiles... por que se me ara tan dificil recordar bonito? nomas me acuerdo de lo feo blah! Que tonta hoy fui a downtown L.A y se me olvido mi insienzio (burra no se ni como se deletrea pero me entendieron no? ) aun ni estrano el regalo que me dio Ruth para mi cumple!

Todos se fueron a un party... baby shower otra personita que entra a el mundo... sus papis aun ni cumplen los 18.. jesus christ! suerte! Me quede porque iba hacer mi homework... pero ni ganas, me muero en tarea pero faltan ganas.... so close to finals now...

Mi pulsera roja de drug FREE! haha mi sister la teacher me regalo, thanks! the district gives them for the students to wear for red ribbon week...

oh man! she loves playig with phones...

Apagaron los insendio que andaban por todo L.A... Ventura, Sylmar ay no!... hundreds of homes burn down... k tristeza and so close to the holidays! sus fotos recuerdo objetos personales todo todo TODO! nadien merese eso NADIEN

k rico yummy yummy el cafe! un dia en mimis cafe...

huuuu haha mis fotos y mi conversasion nada de match nawww nimodo....

oh plizzzz k encuentre una internship fast! plizzz plizzzzz....pidan por mi! hehe thanks guys!

nos vemos

-Clau

take my photo off the wall...

Un mes. Un solo mes mas y termino otro semestre... uno mas... un mas que me llevo al bolsillo y ojala otro lleno de success! Sin pensarlo el mejor aspecto de mi vida en estos ultimos meses a sido la escuela...



Ultimamente se me a olvidado y necesito ayuda... no quiero que se me olviden las ganas que un dia tuve de vivir la vida! Quisas porque finalmente habri los ojos a la realidad, y no es tan bonita como la crei... porque veo a mi ma sufrir todos los dias con la ausensia de mi abue y me siento unutil. Por que veo a mi pa fisicamente pero ausente en mente, su pensamiento esta en mexico donde se k enrealidad quisiera estar al lado de sus viejos antes de que sea demasiado tarde.


El corazon a andado frio y porel camino de la soledad.... un vacio que un dia crei haber llenado, pero hoy en dia se revela como solo un "amor" imaginativo.... cosas inexplicables de la vida, que por algo ocurren y por algo estoy pasando por lo que estoy pasando. Quisas me lo meresco con mis decision estupida y egoista. Por solo pensar en el momento y no en el futuro. Ahora me pregunto si soy buena persona, lo dudo....

Sere buena amiga hermana hija o tambien en esos aspectos de la vida falle???

preguntas sin respuestas
caras desconosidas, corazones vacios, lagrimas que nadaien ve.... soledad interna...


el video...haci quero vivir en lala land... where everythig is green and happy, Oh lil animals please don't fight! oh.... "oh look what youve done, you've made a fool of everyone..... oh look like such fun till you've lose what you have won"...



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Halloween!

Que mucho dure sin blogging verdad.... Aquel dia me sentia mal.... hoy ya un poco mejor...

Pero bueno aqui les van las fotos de este halloween! BOOO! jeje

Alma and I a couple of days prior to halloween. I had so much fun acting stupid... we actually drove around like this and went to get dinner with our masks on heeee me vale!

Huuuu! en letrero de atras indica donde estan las chelas haha

El mero dia!

Ella fue una muñequita

La teacher fue prisionera... that's weird!

Letty y mi chulis

Aqui con Dario... no espera... creo que era Fabio... hay no se, se me confunden los twins de Pau :-/

Omar asustando a los niños

Me as a gypsy... it was a homemade costume due to economic difficulties haha!

Sofie con cara de 'guacala'

Mi ñeca the best ladybug ever! una linda Mariquita!

That was it we gave candy, had dinner... nice... Saw some very interesting costume come to my doorstep too... Muchas niñas vestidas de princesas buuuu! I don't like that... sean haci como una tortuga ninja! o una bruja! las princesas se me hacen vulnerables...

Halloween el unico dia del año que se puede actuar como idiota y tener escusa para hacerlo jeje

later guys!