Bro's Graduation

I never mentioned it but it must be here... my brother graduated!!!  So proud of him.  I surprised myself on how much better it felt to see him graduate rather than being the one graduating.  I'm not sure if it's due to everything he has been through lately or as the one graduating you kinda expect it already so it's no surprise.  Total, el hombre se graduo y estamos muy muy orgullos de el!  Ahora a trabajar! ahhhh el ciclo de la vida.  Varias fotitos debajo...



High Heel Photo Shoot!

El otro dia estaba con Sofia en mi cuarto, y yo acababa de comprar unos tacones nuevos... Agarro los tacones y un sombrero, se puso el sombrero y intento ponerse los tacones, se callo.  Nos agarramos a carcajadas las dos! Lo intento otra vez, y se volvió a caer, mas risa! Se callo unas buenas cuatro veces, la levante y le dije que parara porque se iba a golpear, me mira y con unas carcajadas me dice "No! I need to keep trying Tia!". Una niña se atreve hacer lo q la mayoría de los adultos no hacemos.

Sofie me enseño algo... Haci q me propongo intentar de nuevo, sin importar las veces que me tropiese!

She mastered the heels! ;)

Song of the day

I want to, I want be someone else or I'll explode.




You want me, well fuckin' come and find me.


I'll be waiting, with a gun and a pack of sandwiches


and nothing, nothing, nothing.


Nothing.

Bad Girl

I've been a bad girl, I ain't playin' fair... I want you to be free but I don't wanna share. 


No I don't wanna let you go, but it's about time I do.  I can't blame you anymore...

And I still love you

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

I know it ain't easy being left on your own.  Why did you leave me? Well I don't really know...

And why wait another day when a day won't change a thing...

Please don't ever let me say... That again

Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah...

Mama I ain't waiting, I ain't waiting but I'm still holding on

Mama I ain't waiting! No I ain't waiting but I'm still holding on

Holding on baby!

Mama I ain't waiting! No I ain't waiting! But I'm still holding on!

 

Mama I ain't waiting! No I ain't waiting, But I'm still holding on...

..

Feliz Cumple Nenes!

Sofia and Santiago's birthday celebration!  Sofia turned 4 and this was Santi's 1'st birthday! It was a wild combination of Toy Story and Tangled... amazingly everything worked together.

Sofia was very excited! Chave let me dress her for the party and of course I dressed her like a princess and she wore makeup! ;)... Below are a few pictures of their memorable night.  It was very intimate, but they both had a great time and so did we... enjoy!

Juan and Santiago (twins!)

I made the candy baskets... very time consuming but I think they turned out pretty cute

Primas...

Alma baked the cupcakes, God they were delicious!

Santiago es un picaro! 

Family Avila-Alvarado

Chocolate Rapunzel Cake... I sure gained a few pounds this day haha

Birthday Kiddos!

Her dancing shoes..

                                                   All the girls were princess this night!

BFF's como se quieren este par

                                                 Las tres mosqueteras!

Oh oh oh! los quiero tanto!!!

The END

Mi Anillo de Cuchara

Es tan dificil... tan dificil conectar con alguin.  Especialmente para mi, no se porque cuando conosco alguin nuevo me da verguenza ser yo me preocupo por lo que esten pensando de mi.  O peor cuando cres que huvo una chispita que en un futuro prodria quemar y con los dias te das cuenta que no era nada, porque la otra persona no sintio nada.  No se si es bueno que se me hace mas facil escribir que hablar.   

Quizas seria porque me deje llavar... me deje llevar con lo queria tener, era la persona equivocada.... lo siento.  Como se le explica a una persona que vale la pena tratarme sin rogar.  Perdi porque no se me dio la oportunidad.  De nuevo ando sensible como toda una nina.


Lets go back to what we know... cause it's safe. 


Con todo esto dicho doy gracias a amigas como Escoto... una en mil.  Por todo! 

Radiohead Time

Gracias Thom Yorke por existir!




oh oh oh *sigh*

Good Day

Ya empieza a salir el sol.  Estoy cansada del frio, de las botas y de los zapatos cerrados!   Quiero faldas y sandalias!  Este dia fue un buen dia! y todo paso en mi jardin... estos niños me encantan la vida, la llenan con gotitas de felicidad!

nuts and a little roli poli...

 Ahi un dicho "When life gives you lemons make lemonade"...

And life has given me plenty of lemons... Therefore Safia and Santigo helped me turn those lemons into limonada!

Estos son los mejor limones que e comido en mi vida!

Me encanta como se sumerge el azucar en la agua 

 Sofia la aprueba!

Mi amor!

A disfrutar se a dicho!  Y al mal tiempo buena cara!

Hermosos! los Amo!



Somebody that I used to know

Esta cancioncita me encanta!






But I must admit I'm glad it's over... <3

See you in the future!

We continue...

New year and we already ended January!

I'm not where I want to but I am grateful for what I have.  This year I didn't make goals, I will go with whatever life brings me! I will say goodbye to people that I have to, and welcome the new ones that want to get to know me.

There are always words in the air that make me think, make me wonder about others feelings, but nothing is defined, nothings is ever clear.

Lately everything feels more welcoming.  Life always has highs and lows... I am ready for a high, the question is if you are ready to come along?

The other day I laid in bed, staring at everything I have in my room.  At the same time I analyzed the little details in my life, those are the best ones.  I like the little things that are never clear but because they are so unclear that is what makes them so special.  They are filled with opportunities and at the same time they can be nothing.  One must always aim for the best! 

Today I have one question, should I follow my heart, or my brain?

This was a good day ^