delicious apple

work, work... emails and phone calls.... coffee, shower, music music lots of music... coffee coffee, work. Family, kisses, hugs, bills bills bills, science, laughs jajajaja! tears, smiles, beer, a cigarette here and there, shower and work!

Please leave me alone... all I ever wanted was extra time to take a few photos.

Clean, clean, scrub the toilet, mop the floors, wash the clothes, help with the dishes, smile... cause you gotta stay positive!

I pick my friends like I pick my fruit

Who gave you permission to rearrange me? Certainly not me! Who told you that it was alright to love me? Certainly not me! I was not looking for no love affair... and now you wanna fix me? Was not looking for no love affair, and now you wanna to mold me... I was not looking for a love affair, and now you wanna kiss me? Was not looking for a love affair, and now you wanna control me? Hold me...

Homie.... I know you trying to get creative with my love and that's alright, but you tried to get a lil' tricky turned my back and you slipped me a me a mickey

The world is mine when I wake up...

I dont need anybody telling me the time...

Certantly not me! No way...

;)

naive

Naive: having or showing a lack of experience, judgment, or information; CREDULOUS.

Today I just want to touch one topic. Sexual relations.... they have lost their meaning. That's it. That simple.

Don't believe all people are good people... cause honey oh honey they ain't!

I don't know who said maturity was gained by age. Nope!!! it's built through experience.

Don't be naive!

yeah yeah yeah

We gotta work with what we have, good or bad... I'm not even sure why I write today.

Sometimes I wish I could be one of those people who can just leave it all. Just grab a bag, take a few bucks and plant roots in a different land. But I always think about consequences for everything, I over analyze everything. I always need a reason, an explanation for everything. As much as I know somethings in life are unexplainable.... somethings or people are not worth trying to understand, I still try.

I always want answers! always, ALWAYS! I hate that about me. I always need to make sure the plan works. My dad made me this way, I was raised making the most rational choice, the promising choice.

It's good, it is. But.... to some extent I feel I am missing something. I don't know what but something.... things that I don't know exist because I am doing the promising decisions.

Some days I wake up down down down haha... I should really stop listening to radiohead and billie holiday....

....people around me are so religious lately. People I knew were not. People who shared my point of view. Maybe I should try to believe more. How bad can it be to believe in fairy tails?

I hope I don't offend anyone, but like I mentioned before I need fact to believe. I need answers, realistic answers....

Anoche Juan prendio una veladora por su amigo (may he rest in peace). Y lo mire cuando lo hizo... tan credulo, tan dedicado, tan creyente, con una paz en el. No es tan malo creer. No se porque no creo... deveria.


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To the naked eye

Ahhh como me cae mal la gente que jusga. Todos esos que me ven y solo ven una Mexicana o una pocha. Que me crean menos o questionan mi capasida. Aun me molesta mas cuando lo hace un gringo... que piensen que son mas cabrones. No quiero que piensen que yo soy una rasista, el que me conose sabe que soy super con eso de las rasas, y me gusta aprender, conoser otras culturas, olores y sabores extranjeros.... pero un comentario que salio de la boca de un fulano me molesto mucho. Me dijo que si me estaba enseñando hacer tamales (sigh) I know right! Y lo dijo de una manera culera, se le notaba que su objetivo era chingar.

Porque vengo de familia Mexicana solo sirvo para hacer tamales ha!

ah just to let you know, my tamales are the best!

Fuera de eso todo va bien. En el trabajo me tratan bien, bueno por lo menos los que importan. Nunca falta un bocon.

Me hace falta pintar con Alma... ya le dije, necesito un dia de tinto con una buena pelicula y pintar pintar y pintar lo que se me ocurra. Casi se me va a Mexico, ah la voy a extranar! Y pensar que yo pensaba ir jaja Pero ojala para principios de ano valla a Guadalajara como quede con Fanny. Y en el verano Canada, espero todos los planes se realizen.

No se porque el pasado siempre toca mi ventana... Oh but my doors are locked! No one is allowed! Not until I am ready.

No dejare que la negatividad de mis alrrededores me invada, nop no lo are.

Las pics son del Getty, fui este fin con las chicas, me gusto mucho! ya tenia tiempo y no visitaba el museo.

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..see you folks!

Be careful how you respond

Please excuse me but I got to ask....Are you only being nice
Because you want something?



The more you try to erase me

The more, the more

The more that I appear

Oh the more, the more

The more I try to erase you

The more, the more

The more that you appear

No, you're wrong, you're wrong

You're wrong, you're wrong

You're wrong, you're wrong

You're wrong
....



ahhhhh.... Thom Yorke in my head the more the more the more....



:) happy weekend everyone...

Oh Oh I have learned never smile TOO much... it may come off wrong to some, some people like hard bitches... Lately can't be myself... It's just a phase I am going through.

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high and dry

Drying up in conversation, you will be the one who cannot talk. All your insides fall to pieces, you just sit there WISHING you could still MAKE LOVE!


They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out

They're the ones who'll spit at you, you will be the one screaming OUT

don't leave me high... don't leave me dry.... don't leave me high... don't leave me dry

Oh, it's the BEST THING that you've EVER HAD, the best thing that you've ever, ever had....

It's the best thing that you've ever had the best thing you've had has GONE AWAY!

don't leave me high.... don't leave me dryyyy

me facina el contras de la pared con mi sudadera... psicodelica...

Nec!

Mune still in the hospital... (sigh)... the Vet said she will get better, but not sure if she will recover her sight. I just want my baby to be back to normal, I love my ne!

And now Toby in the hospital as well... hopefully he will return home today.... no more bones for Toby, he needs to learn how to eat better! he has to.

Babies will be home soon, and healthy! they have to!

Hoy... hopeful!

suspiro profundo

Mi ñe esta malita.... ya tiene una semana, no es la misma. La llevemos al veterinario pero nos dijeron que no tiene nada....(sigh) me duele ver a mi bebe haci. Mañana regresa Sofia a la casa. Es un desastre total! ahhh diera tanto por tener un dia libre solo ella y yo como cuando era mas peque.

Ah la perrita en esta pic no es muñe... esa es la perra de la abue Toña... ugggh jaja

.... inizio de semana... hummm.....

Lemonade

This song in my head over and over....




Ellas son raras... muy muy raras, pero me gustan mucho!


:)

Mis 24

Ahhhh.... otro cumpleños, y me siento ijual. Me siento ijual de joven que el dia que cumpli mis 15. Se que soy mas madura, mas fuerte, mas valiente, pero me doy a valer mucho mas que lo hacia antes. Se mas sobre la importancia de la vida, y las consecuensias de mis desisiones. Soy un poquito mas realista. Se mas sobre lo dificil de la vida, se a que y quienes tengo que dar importancia....

Me gusta esta eda, estoy en una etapa donde aun tengo tiempo de relajarme, conoser gente, viajar, pero al mismo tiempo sentar cabeza, preocuparme por mi futuro, y pensar bien mis decisiones. No tengo hijos, ni un deten. Cada dia me sirve para planear mi vida, y disfrutar las cositas que la gente tiende a ignorar.

Este an-o me propongo a no creer babosadas! tiendo ser muy credula.... oh oh oh but people lie, and they lie real good!

Aqui quedamos!!!

Las fotitos fueron de un dia playa... ciao!

there are lots of hopes! many many many hopes and wishes in the air, I feel them... can you feel them?

:)